new plan

so I'm not one to blog. i don't really like to show many people the real me. but i think its something that i should really do. i have learned a lot these past couple of months. i have loved someone with all my heart and have lost that one person to reasons that i cant explain. i have also learned that people show there true colors in times that you need them the most. with that said i must say that i have some pretty dang awesome friends and i wouldn't give them up for anything in this world. i have also learned that sometimes when you think that you know someone they always tend to show you a different side of them and that always opens your eyes to new possibilities . not one of that of a relationship but one of just amazement. its when you think you know how the world works is when you lean that you don't know jack. I've really learned this recently. some times i just sit there and just think really? really? this is happening right now. they really just did that. man some people are really stupid. but some times i just think wow that is amazing if the rest of the world knew what i know the world would really be a better place.

but enough of that. so a little about who i am. i LOVE food. more then i love most things and people. i love it so much that i would give up almost any thing just for a taste. some people live to eat and some eat to live. man oh man i live to eat. i live life like the way i eat. i love making the fancy stuff you know the steak au jus and the NY strip like the next guy. but i am most comfortable making a pbandj sandwich and mac and cheese. thats when I'm the happiest. so if you ever want to know what kind of a mood i'm in or how my day is going just ask a fod question. it always makes me happy.

i dont know what i plan on doing with this blog or if I'll keep it up. but just know that when i do post something on here its cause i need to vent or just bored and want the rest of the world to know