On December 18 2010 we were married. It was an amazing day. We loved each other very much. That was the day that we started our family. We were living life as two married people do. Loving each other and doing our best to become better people. I remember talking to your mom and we were talking about when we wanted to start having little babies. We decided that we wanted to wait a little bit. We needed time to prepare for you and your brothers and sisters. We knew that the Lord had a plan for us. We knew that when the Lord was ready for us to have y'all he would let us know. And for us that was the way that we wanted it.
Months went by and married life was amazing. Your mommy and daddy grew more in love as each day passed. Then one day mommy was feeling sick. And after a couple of days of being sick we learned that we were going to have you. We took a little test. And BAM!!! You were coming. Mommy and daddy were so happy. We knew that the Lord had blessed us. We were both scared. But we were so excited that you were coming. We told our family and friends that you were coming to our family and they were all so happy. We were all happy. Mommy and daddy thought of names for you. We thought of how were going to raise you. How we would help you grow to become an amazing person. But most importantly we knew that we were going to love you more then any other baby would be loved.
Mommy started to feel sick one day. We thought that it would be something that would pass. But it wasn't. We took mommy to the hospital. At the hospital we found out that the Lord needed you to come home. We learned that now wasn't the time for you to come to us. The Lord needed you to help others come first. He needed you there cause you were to perfect to come here right now. Mommy and daddy were so sad. We cried a lot. We cried cause we knew that you were needed with our Heavenly father before you were needed down here. But don't worry we're not sad cause we will never see you again. We know that there will be a time when we will be ready for you. When Heavenly father will not need you anymore to help him. So we'll make a promise to you. Stay there and do what the Lord needs you to do. Help him with whatever he needs. And mommy and daddy will do that same down here. We will do our best to prepare for you. We will do our best to make others lives better. Because we know that one day the Lord will bless us once again. We know that he has a plan for us. And that this is something that we need to go through before we can bring here. Until then remember that we love you. We'll be waiting for you.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Guess what??
So much is happening in our lives right now. But the biggest thing is that WE'RE HAVING A BABY!!!
Now if you know me then you would know that i love my nieces and nephews soooo much. I have loved watching each of them grow up. And since I got married they have only doubled. And so has my love for them. Each one of them holds a piece of my heart in a very special way. From the oldes to the youngest they all know that their uncle Jason loves each one of them. And for years now i have done everything in my power to show them that. I have always tried to be someone that they could come to for anything. I guess in a way i have been in training for the one thing that i know i was put on this earth to do. I know that with all of my heart that the one thing that i know that i was born to be is a father. All of my life i have held a special place in my heart for this moment. And now that it is here i can't help but to smile. This is something that Malinda and I have been waiting for. We didn't plan on this at all. But we know that the lord had a HUGE hand in this. He has blessed us with the opportunity to be parents. Are we scared? Yes of course. But its ok. Are we ready? No. But its ok. Its ok because we know that the lord knows that we're ready. ITs ok because we have family who supports us. And thats what we need the most right now. We need to know that we have family there to simply love our first child. Thats all. We'll figure out the rest. We will learn how to be parents. A baby is a blessing. Its a huge blessing for us. I know that when i married Malinda I knew that I was going to be marrying the mother of my children. She is smart, cautious, loving, and most of all ready to be a mother. What we need right now is just love and support.We know that we have friends who love us as well and are excited for us. I cant think of better friends to have the ones i have now. Thats why i have you there. We cant wait till we can show pictures of baby. We cant wait to be parents. And most of all we cant wait for our child to meet our wonderful family and friends
For my LDS family and friends. We know that there is a step that we need to take. We know that we need to be sealed as a family. But we would like to wait. It is a choice that we have made. It was a choice that does not involve our family or friends.
Now if you know me then you would know that i love my nieces and nephews soooo much. I have loved watching each of them grow up. And since I got married they have only doubled. And so has my love for them. Each one of them holds a piece of my heart in a very special way. From the oldes to the youngest they all know that their uncle Jason loves each one of them. And for years now i have done everything in my power to show them that. I have always tried to be someone that they could come to for anything. I guess in a way i have been in training for the one thing that i know i was put on this earth to do. I know that with all of my heart that the one thing that i know that i was born to be is a father. All of my life i have held a special place in my heart for this moment. And now that it is here i can't help but to smile. This is something that Malinda and I have been waiting for. We didn't plan on this at all. But we know that the lord had a HUGE hand in this. He has blessed us with the opportunity to be parents. Are we scared? Yes of course. But its ok. Are we ready? No. But its ok. Its ok because we know that the lord knows that we're ready. ITs ok because we have family who supports us. And thats what we need the most right now. We need to know that we have family there to simply love our first child. Thats all. We'll figure out the rest. We will learn how to be parents. A baby is a blessing. Its a huge blessing for us. I know that when i married Malinda I knew that I was going to be marrying the mother of my children. She is smart, cautious, loving, and most of all ready to be a mother. What we need right now is just love and support.We know that we have friends who love us as well and are excited for us. I cant think of better friends to have the ones i have now. Thats why i have you there. We cant wait till we can show pictures of baby. We cant wait to be parents. And most of all we cant wait for our child to meet our wonderful family and friends
For my LDS family and friends. We know that there is a step that we need to take. We know that we need to be sealed as a family. But we would like to wait. It is a choice that we have made. It was a choice that does not involve our family or friends.
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