Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Love Mommy and Daddy

On December 18 2010 we were married. It was an amazing day. We loved each other very much. That was the day that we started our family. We were living life as two married people do. Loving each other and doing our best to become better people. I remember talking to your mom and we were talking about when we wanted to start having little babies. We decided that we wanted to wait a little bit. We needed time to prepare for you and your brothers and sisters. We knew that the Lord had a plan for us. We knew that when the Lord was ready for us to have y'all he would let us know. And for us that was the way that we wanted it.
 Months went by and married life was amazing. Your mommy and daddy grew more in love as each day passed. Then one day mommy was feeling sick. And after a couple of days of being sick we learned that we were going to have you. We took a little test. And BAM!!! You were coming. Mommy and daddy were so happy. We knew that the Lord had blessed us. We were both scared. But we were so excited that you were coming. We told our family and friends that you were coming to our family and they were all so happy. We were all happy. Mommy and daddy thought of names for you. We thought of how were going to raise you. How we would help you grow to become an amazing person. But most importantly we knew that we were going to love you more then any other baby would be loved.
Mommy started to feel sick one day. We thought that it would be something that would pass. But it wasn't. We took mommy to the hospital. At the hospital we found out that the Lord needed you to come home. We learned that now wasn't the time for you to come to us. The Lord needed you to help others come first. He needed you there cause you were to perfect to come here right now. Mommy and daddy were so sad. We cried a lot. We cried cause we knew that you were needed with our Heavenly father before you were needed down here. But don't worry we're not sad cause we will never see you again. We know that there will be a time when we will be ready for you. When Heavenly father will not need you anymore to help him. So we'll make a promise to you. Stay there and do what the Lord needs you to do. Help him with whatever he needs. And mommy and daddy will do that same down here. We will do our best to prepare for you. We will do our best to make others lives better. Because we know that one day the Lord will bless us once again. We know that he has a plan for us. And that this is something that we need to go through before we can bring here. Until then remember that we love you. We'll be waiting for you.

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