my never

i don't know about y0u or if you know anyone that has ever been someone for just one person. and going through life knowing that you can never be with your never. knowing that only you know that y'all are meant to be and that the person that she is with is the wrong person. and wondering if she ever feels the same way about you. and then you realize that she doesn't. that you are alone. and that finding that one person and trying to make them fall in love you is going to be hard and you think to yourself that this can never happen again. that you will never have those three days of thinking to yourself man is this really happening to me. am i really going through one of those life changing moments where this girl. this beautiful girl is actually talking to me and wants to know everything about me and where i came from. she wants to know about my mom and dad my family and past. she is really trying to get to know where i came from. wow something like that doesn't just happen everyday. ugh but then life goes on and things start to happen. life takes over and then you are alone and you replay everything that you said during those three days and you try and think what would have happened if i said this or what would of happened if i did this. you start playing the what if game. the game that you never like to play. it never comes out the way that you want it to come out.

i sit here alone and think to myself what went wrong. what could i have don't to prevent these things from happening. why cant i have that fairy tale ending. wait does that even exist? is there really such thing as living happily ever after. i don't know. maybe there is. i just know that i wont ever know what it will be like to be with my never. she already has someone. who is her everything. and me I'm just here.

Will you think about me,
in time?
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts
again,
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.

I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summersault.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven.

Will you wait for me,
In time,
It's never my luck,
So I'll say: never mine.
And i lost a lot of what i
never expect to ever
return
I tend to push it 'till the pushing turns from
hurting to burn,
I always take them to the place they always wanted
to go,
Then end up dancing 'round
this clown commands,
applause at a show...

I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
heaven,
inside her heaven,
heaven

And i could only dream of you and sleep,
but i won't see sunlight again,
i can try to be with you , but some how I'll end up just losing a friend,
And i can only reach for you
relate to you,
I'm losing my friend...
Where did she go?
where?

I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
I stood outside her heaven(3x)

Will you let me into your heaven?