WOW

so much has happened since my last post and i dont even know where to start. its funny when you go through life and you think that you will be able to kinda predict whats next in your . but then your smacked down and kinda put in your place. i have had this recently happen to me. its happened in so many ways. with work, my personal life and so forth. but i have learned that some times you have to take the good with the bad. take this for example. there was a point in my life where i thought i had it all figured out. i thought i knew what i wanted and what i was going to do with myself. and then bam!!! it was all taken away. and i was stuck with pretty much nothing. and now i look back and i am glad that something like that had to happen to me. but then i still have those times where i want something so bad and i know i that i cant have it. for one example. there is something that i want right now. it is something that will pretty much make me the luckiest person in the world. but i cant have it. i cant have it for so many reasons. and its kind of a humbling experience to go through this. i never know how to handle it. take this imagine being some where and you find that one thing that will complete what your doing. you find that one thing that you know will make you happy forever. the one thing that when you look at it you cant help but to melt a little inside cause its so perfect. and at the same time most people see that it has flaws. it has little bumps and scratches on it. but to you its exactly what it needs to be that perfect item. the things that it has gone through over the years is what makes it perfect. i dont know. maybe its not time for me to have this one thing. but one thing that is for certain. who ever ends up with this will be one of the luckiest people in the world. i just hope that they know what they will have and cherish is forever.

another thing that has happened is that the world has lost a great entertainer. i remember when i was a kid and i would listen to michael jackson with my aunt. and i would watch his video's and they were like a mini movie. it was so amazing to watch him preform i will always remember the time when i would listen to his music and just the way that it made me feel. forget about what he did in his personal life. forget all the accusations against him. but remember how the man made you feel when you heard his music. everyone loved it. you couldn't help but to dance and just feel good. so in the words of my favorite singer of all time. this is for you ladies i hope this helps me to get the girl of my dreams.

Hey pretty baby with the
High heels on
You give me fever
Like Ive never, ever known
Youre just a product of
Loveliness
I like the groove of
Your walk,
Your talk, your dress
I feel your fever
From miles around
Ill pick you up in my car and well paint the town
Just kiss me baby
And tell me twice
That youre the one for me

The way you make me feel
(the way you make me feel)
You really turn me on
(you really turn me on)
You knock me off of my feet
(you knock me off of
My feet)
My lonely days are gone
(my lonely days are gone)

I like the feelin youre
Givin me
Just hold me baby and im
In ecstasy
Oh Ill be workin from nine
To five
To buy you things to keep
You by my side
I never felt so in love before
Just promise baby, youll
Love me forevermore
I swear Im keepin you
Satisfied
cause youre the one for me
The way you make me feel
(the way you make me feel)
You really turn me on
(you really turn me on)
You knock me off of my feet
Now baby-hee!
(you knock me off of
My feet)
My lonely days are gone-
A-acha-acha
(my lonely days are gone)
Acha-ooh!

Go on girl!
Go on! hee! hee! aaow!
Go on girl!

I never felt so in love before
Promise baby, youll love me
Forevermore
I swear Im keepin you
Satisfied
cause youre the one for
Me . . .

The way you make me feel
(the way you make me feel)
You really turn me on
(you really turn me on)
You knock me off of my feet
Now baby-hee!
(you knock me off of
My feet)
My lonely days are gone
(my lonely days are gone)

The way you make me feel
(the way you make me feel)
You really turn me on
(you really turn me on)
You knock me off of my feet
Now baby-hee!
(you knock me off of
My feet)
My lonely days are gone
(my lonely days are gone)

Aint nobodys business,
Aint nobodys business
(the way you make me feel)
Aint nobodys business,
Aint nobodys business but
Mine and my baby
(you really turn me on)
Hee hee!
(you knock me off of
My feet)
Hee hee! ooh!
(my lonely days are gone)

Give it to me-give me
Some time
(the way you make me feel)
Come on be my girl-i wanna
Be with mine
(you really turn me on)
Aint nobodys business-
(you knock me off of
My feet)
Aint nobodys business but
Mine and my babys
Go on girl! aaow!
(my lonely days are gone)

Hee hee! aaow!
Chika-chika
Chika-chika-chika
Go on girl!-hee hee!
(the way you make me feel)
Hee hee hee!
(you really turn me on)
(you knock me off my feet)
(my lonely days are gone)

(the way you make me feel)
(you really turn me on)
(you knock me off my feet)
(my lonely days are gone)

thank you michael for showing the world what it is like to be a true entertainer. you sir will always be the king of pop.