a new world

so lately i have had a new look on life. i have been through so much and have done so much that it is really hard to stay focus on what i want to achieve in life. i have seen things that i cannot explain nor do i want to. but over and over again i tend to notice that when you have true friends that want to see you happy they always come through for you when you need it the most. its funny when you put people through so many adversities and you watch them come out of it a new person. i have seen this with my own life. with me, family and friends. to watch someone at their lowest point and then they realize that what they went through was for the best. i think that is what life is about sometimes. to see how many times we get back up. even when we are knocked down for the hundredth time. get back up. put your fist up and go another 5 rounds.

so now as i think about what i want to do with my life i think back to all the hardships that i had to go through to get to the point that I'm at right now. and how sweet its going to be when i find what it is I'm looking for. first i think that i need to decide what it is I'm looking for. that has to be one of the hardest parts of my life right now. i try and try to figure out what i want in my life. i think that i will soon find that out. but till then i think i will just enjoy what i have. what i have now is still pretty sweet. but i know that it can get better. and when it does i know i will find what true happiness is. i cant wait. so to the world i say to you get knocked out. fall fall fall. and when you feel like you will never get back up. get up and get ready cause you have 5 more rounds in you. good luck!!