relationships

Lately ive noticed a lot of things happening around me. its been really interesting to watch how a lot of things happen in your mind when you see them going a different way. i have had a lot of friends have wonderful things happen to them in their personal life that i just want to jump up and give them a high five and say to the world that im so proud of my friends. and then at the same time i have seen a lot of heartache. relationships that have gone wrong. engagements that didn't work out. friendships that couldn't go the way that you might have hoped they would. and my heart goes out to them. i know what your going through. 

i wonder what would happen if things always went the way that we wanted them to go. like  when we sat there and wished for that one moment to be ours and that we wait for that one person to take us away from it all. what would life be like if everything went our way. would we still be the people we are today. for me i know that i wouldn't. i wouldn't be the strong motivative person that i am today. i used to sit there in my room and think why things would happen to me. why sometimes when i would take 3 steps forward i would get knocked back 5 steps. ughh why did this always happen. and now i know why things happened to me. and i am forever grateful for what i have been through. i can look at myself in the mirror and be happy with what i see. and i know that no matter what happens i know that i can pull through it. that i need just to have faith that no matter what things will always get better. cause when you are feeling your worst and that nothing can make things better. is when you need to realize that hey its only going to get better. and it will. we just need to be patient. i know that sometimes the road can be long and hard. and that sometimes you just dont want to play the game anymore and you just want to give up. but when you get pass that feeling. oh man things just get better. the laughter becomes louder the smile is brighter and the love is even better. so to those who are in need of a pick me up. know that things will get better. things will start going your way and that life is so sweet sometimes that you know that a little piece of heaven just opened. and for those who have found happiness. my hat goes off to you. well done my friend may your life be full of those special moments that take your breath away. and cherish what you have and never take it for granted. life just doesn't get better when you are truly happy.