fariy tales do exists

ok so i have been reading over some of my old blogs and i have noticed that there are a few hand fulls where i talk about not ever falling in love again and not ever finding the "girl of my dreams". so i just wanted to stand here and tell you that i am truly happy right now. i have found that girl that i can fall in love with who loves me more then i have ever been loved. she is amazing and i love everything about her. i really want to just go to the top of the highest building and tell the world that i love my girlfriend Malinda. i know this is kinda cheesy but its who i am. i want everyone to know this. im honestly the happiest that i have ever been at this moment. i can sit here and look at the girl that is on my moms couch and be happy that i am with her. she is the best thing to happen to me.

just thought that i would let you know. love you Malinda :)

and yes i really am this big of a dork

an ounce of peace is all i want for you

so in my life i have come across so many different people. i have had the chance to love so many people. i have shared moments in my life that i am so happy i had the chance to do with you. i have so many memories with some of my friends. and some thathave meant more to me then just a friendship. but it is time now that i put a lot of things away in my life. it is time that i move on in my life and do what i have always wanted to do. it is time for me to go and make my mark in this world. its time for me to leave my piece of history on paper. now i don't know what im going to have to do to do this but i feel that it is time for the next step in life. i recently read a book that changed my life. i would tell anyone who is looking for who they are to read this book. and while i was reading this i noticed that i need to take control of my destiny. and i know that i need to take what i know, take who i am and become someone. go and make the love of my life a happy person. i need to tell the ones that i have loved before that i need to move on and love her with all of my heart. its funny how i look at my life now and how i have made myself who i am today. some who read this dont really know me. honestly there are few who do. but for the ones that know me know that i am really happy right now. i have this glow in my eye because i have found true happiness. i once posted that i wish to one day know what true love is again. and how i wasn't sure that i would ever feel that again. and as i look back at that person who showed me how to love again and to see that it is not the girl that i am in love with now. it makes me happy. but without that person i wouldn't know how to love again. so to you i am thankful for you and what you have done for me. then there are those who were my first true love. and to you i am sorry. what we had was special and i dont want to take what we had and not respect it but we are both better off now. i am happy for you.

i am happy now. i have found someone who i can spend the rest of my life and be very happy. how times have changed for me these past couple of years. all i can say is that im glad that i didnt chose the road that i was meant for. im glad that i chose the road that i knew would lead me to some where i had no idea would happen for me. i took the hard road less traveled and i am forever grateful. i am loved by a wonderful girl who i love with all my heart. i am happy again.